Tadii I saw him. Yes. I was happy. Repeated word, WAS!

Until physics class, where ainaa excitedly told me that he was talking to her. what a shit.


Fine, he was the one who talked to her, so its fine.


But there’s this someone sengajaa wah…eish…sengaja cakap dengan ea…what the fuck!


Polooooiii… shit eh…you are pain in the ass, bitch.


I know. Jealousy much ayte?


And I know if I jealous there’s no point cause I can’t do anything about it and I hate that fact! Stupid fact.


This is crazy. I was so damned jealous that I nearly killed ainaa. Sorry ainaa for being a pain in your ass today. That bitch. I feel like strangling her to death. But I can’t forbid people to talk to him, he is not mine. How I wish he is.


I suffer man! This is torturing. A damn torture. I really want him to move to a school of only boys and there’s no single female in the damned school but I still can see him everyday. Wish.


I AM OBSESSED WITH HIM.


So shut up cause I just confessed. Shut up about me babbling about him all the time. Shut up about me exaggerating for just simply watching him from far. Shut up about me jumping around when I get to talk and stand close to him. Shut up about me and him.


And oh my god, since gay two got a new hair cut, he also got a new one. But he didn’t look hot with it. He just simply look…cute. Damn cute. Cute that made me melts. Cute. Cute. Cute.


How I wish I was the one to see that. how I wish I could play with that soft hair. Wishes and wishes. I’ve wished a list in a love category but none of it was granted. Because my wish list to be successful was granted well. I don’t wish to exchange but I wish to make it the same. Both equal. So I can have a happy life with success. Wishes!


Oooh..and thank you hazatul shahira. I’ve watched dbsk 3rd live tour and I couldn’t help to drool over yunho’s hotness. I miss watching him dancing. Hot.hot.hot.


Me chouu first...


p/s: 520 mandii.