Friday, March 6, 2009

Listening to dear god – avenged sevenfold.

Seriously. Only god knows how much I wanted to be with him but knowing I do not stand a chance. He was my new addiction. The drug I need every single day before I could stop saying his name all over again.

More dreams about him. I wanted to stop hoping that it will turn to be real. But I can’t as much as I wanted to be with him, that much I can’t stop myself from thinking of him all over again. How I wish he was by my side right at the moment.

If I was given a day with him, I will spend it taking his photos. Maybe some of us together. As in, happy ‘together’. So that I will not miss any of his expression cause I’m afraid someday the pictures of his different expression in my mind will disappear.

Only god knows how much I love him. I am being serious. I love him. Saranghae. 520.
Dear god, I don’t want this feeling to fade away but make me brave when it’s time to let him go.
This song is for him, what you don’t know – monrose.


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today was angah's mulih tiga hari ceremony. and for the photoshoot session, fifah jadi director nya! =)))) mestilah...

A5th posted at 9:07 PM