Saturday, October 4, 2008
Last Tuesday was such a colorful day. So colorful that I have mixed feeling at the end of the day. What I mean by colorful is a combination of happy, sad, anger and guilt.
Happy – Bella got up with Edward. I’ve been missing a lot since the last time we’ve met, the last Thursday. Having her number in his hand, he messaged her and they replied each other.
Last Saturday, they are about to break their fast together but they didn’t yet he still got to walk her back to the tuition centre. The two of them together.
Last Monday which is yesterday, Bella and Renee were going to break their fast together. They went to search for Edward at his part-time work place and he was friendly to them which made Renee somehow shock, a bit. They invited him to break their fast together but he couldn’t make it.
Tuesday, 30-09-2008. I considered this as their first date. They break their fast together. He walk her to the tuition centre and he bought a violin for himself, he asked Bella to bring it for him cause he said it would make them looked like a musician couple since he was holding a guitar. He told her that he wrote a few songs for her and he played for her. It was nice and she was falling for it. If it wasn’t for Sir MH and other people looking at them, she would drools over him I guess. But yet, today they get to now each other well.
++ the real Edward had proposed Bella to marry him first before he turned her into a vampire – sequel of ‘twilight’, ‘new moon’ written by Stephenie Meyer, page 540, chapter 24 – vote.
Sad – My precious daddy figured out that I’ve been picking and sending Renee home for tuition. He got mad about it for some stupid unreasonable ridiculous reasons. He was so mad that I keep my self shut and answers only when he’s asking. I was sad not because he is mad, because I might got Renee in trouble since he said he would called for Renee’s dad.
Anger – my dad was bringing Renee’s dad along in our fight. –it’s not actually a fight- why would he do that? What’s his problem actually? I don’t actually understand him!
Guilt – I feel guilty that Renee will be scolded by her parents because of me.
It is such a long day. I won’t talk about the fight. I’m glad the day was over and I hope the problem wouldn’t be a problem anymore. I’m out!
A5th posted at 1:45 PM
